Monday, September 10, 2012

Good Evening, my Friends


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Good Evening!
Today has promised a storm all day..The wind is blowing and the trees are set to dancing in the back yard..as long as it it LINE dancing and not the 2 step.....I'm OK...No Limbo allowed either...Jen was here today..I celebrate that she is
ONE of my beautiful children. Always ready to help or share
in a joke...HOW I CELEBRATE them all.....They have children of their own;and they will always be; "my children"
How else does one refer to them??

        It is getting cool here in the early mornings. I added
an afghan to my bed...though the window stays open...I love the fresh air; even in early fall. My squirrel population has stolen all the plums from my trees...Italian prunes really;half wild and volunteers all over the yard. If my son didn't cut them down with the lawn mower I am sure I would have a yard full each spring.I have no idea what else is growing
in my back yard. It is so very wild back there. It's not a lawn, just a miss- mash of wild things mowed down to represent a lawn. The real grass is in the front yard. I count the blades and mow it often. I hang things round about the place and
put in flowers and vegetable in unlikely places. The mowing is for exercise. The flowers are for pleasure, I have no idea what the vegetables are for. This year I lost interest and I only got about a dozen tomato from my plant. In former years my home has been inundated with tomato of all size and several colors. I have only had one salad made of Chard;my lettuce did not grow. I think the late frost got it. Onions, yes! They grew in a ring round my tomato. Their primary purpose was to whet the appetite of one small grandson and discourage the lawn bugs from eating those tomato before I get a chance at them.

Funny How I wait for spring and that plant "MOST hated;" Dandelion to pop up...A wild thing that gets no respect as it is the most respectable of herbs.They are reputed to have been brought to this area as an herb. It is rumored the "Brides" brought them when they were brought to Seattle. They are not endemic to the wilds of North Idaho.
 
I was once told the flower has a slight opiate quality. The leaves are reputed to be a diuretic-Prized in the," phases of the moon."They are said to release water from the cells while giving potassium and b vitamins. The roots are supposed to be a natural laxative. I like them in Salads, or as a spring tonic tea.Mother Nature gives us so much we do not appreciate.

I have wild roses in my yard. The fruit of the wild rose is the rose hip. This makes a wonderful tea. It tastes of oranges, and promises made in autumn. It is full of vitamin C and props up our immune system. It smells of fragrant summers and long dark nights in winters gloom.One can nearly feel the soft summer breezes waft across our faces while we feast upon it's taste and aroma. I never think to pick them till they are withered and dry. What wastrels we humans are! The yard is a feast for the squirrels, with cherry trees they gloat over and maple nuts they seem to fly from tree to tree to stock up on for winter. They,too are one of my rewards for living in Idaho. They are a font of entertainment. They are a gift from the universe no TV will ever be able to compete with..They are acrobats, trapeze artists and tight rope walkers with their antics and travels between trees, sometimes with the aide of the power lines and the phone lines.Sometimes with mighty jumps no human long jumper could but envy!

    POSH! To think I was afraid of the deer the other night! ME! Born and raised here. Me! who has been driving since child hood when we were kids on the old place! I guess it is alright. I am also afraid of bear.
Good Night, from the chilling North West...
        

Saturday, September 8, 2012


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Rewind life...wow! I thought I was just here....I never
seem to get anything done, so it can't be that I am so
busy...I'm NOT...

I went for a lovely long ride with my Jen. We stopped at
Brenda's and saw she and boys for about an hour..which
is about all the two of them can maintain....Together,
mix like oil and water...

Jen drove home, I thought it was
 my blood sugar. I had a melt down. The deer in the
road scared me...can you imagine!

 Examining it in the
cold light of day, I think I forgot to take thyroid pill.
Perhaps I washed it down with coffee and milk...what
ever. It was embarrassing....I took it with selenium this
morning. I did feel a lot better..

I'd forget my head if it
wasn't secured to my shoulders. Sometimes I have to
go to the bathroom 3 times before I remember to get
my dentures..GREAT! I'm not that old.......am I?

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


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~Labor Day~Ta-Da! It's me! I'm back! I am much more healthy now....and all that strange "energy"
seems to have settled down....Wow! I thought I was ready for the funny farm!...Maybe NEW
funny farm...
     So! I spent a few days with my daughter, her boys and x hubby's step son, and his kids...They were visiting with my Daughter and her family during the Paul Bunyan celebration!
All of them are GREAT kids....I adored them..Step son's parenting amazed me....He is a hands
on Daddy and they are responding wonderfully...I knew and respect his former wife..they
have both done a great job.....
    Today is vinegar the c pap day....put a cup of vinegar in the basin and turned the heat
on High..that should boil that smelly stuff and push it out into the hoses and stuff!! So I
ain't going into the back of the house till time to turn it off, and rinse it.....Probably the most
"work" I will do all day.......WELL these floors need swept, I might just do that....my days
away seem to have helped my lungs....I walked and walked and walked..no more Green
goobers....YES! still allergic, but no infection.....black mold in my house is frightening......
   I'm off of here for the day...just sending  you some LOVE....and maybe a bit of
laughter...

Monday, August 20, 2012

starting blog over....Reset life!

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I've started a new journey, a new adventure in life.I have to admit I have done so
completely unwillingly...I will miss my  love, His illness took him away..early this Month...
Aug. 2012.....We did good, since a Dr. told me 30 years ago he was a "loaner love"....He said more than
likely he would only be with us for 5 years....Those first five were; well they were fast...
and when it came around to ten, we were NOT celebrating.He was honestly waiting to
die...

 He always hated birthdays, last 

year we celebrated..I'm so glad, as he never quite made it to this one..OH Kay! Enough of
that.....NO ONE wants to picture my tears....
           I will tell you about the strange goings on in my world.....I am not here to lament
his passing, After 30 years of his good nature. His swallowing every tincture, unguent
and tea I studied upon or read about, we lost him.....God! Maybe I poisoned him!...Nope!
I didn't....Some Dr. well..enough of that road...

I was in complete denial that he was as

far down the path and going away from me as  quickly as he was.Usually SOMETHING,
would work....whether it be my mechanization or his natural fighting spirit, I will never
know....It didn't realize,..and he got further and further away....NOW I FEEL HIM CLOSE....
It is as though he is sittin' behind me watching the movie on the tv. I feel the warmth of
his love...Most days he has shown me in some manner that it is so.....
   
    My Daughter Bren, and her kids spent the first week with me...made sure I ate...
Watched after me...and Dragged me out of this house...Till it became clear that she
had to get back to WORK...

    I went to a mountain, a place I knew about where my native side allowed me to see things that
were not there...NO it was not the wood smoke...It was five men talking and watching
us...Five men in native Garb, with antiquated weapons watching us...talking about us
but I could only see, I could NOT hear...And Jeannette could not see them....I did a small
ceremony on that mountain...actually a comedy of errors...I brought a chair to sit upon...
I opened it behind my car and talked to my ancestors....I offered them smoke, bundles of
tobacco, fresh water, and prayer.....they in turn helped me get out of that DAMN chair....
I still haven't put in a different one.After MY release..I sat upon a large stone to finish the ceremony and to
add an "Our Father" for good measure...I heard someone, nearby drumming as I  worked my
 way back to the car..It was not native drumming, but there are no coincidences only happenings..
It was drums of some sort...

I Tossed that perfidious chair in the back and made a run for my eldest daughters....On the way
I decided, to bathe in the cold waters of the St. Joe..where I found my body is built a
lot different from when I wore a tiny bikini to swim in it's glacial waters...NOW! I discover
FAT FLOATS..and my butt, kept trying to drown my head....But, I was at peace...
    Some Teen aged kids promised to haul me out, if my butt, won that battle.....
     

Just another day in Paradise!

This time of year the flowers are all in full bloom. The Pollen count is also in full bloom!Bugs that sting bite and a few that smell bad are out.

I love Idaho......










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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Musings in Idaho!




Yesterday was a "junk food" Day...Today I'm paying
for my folly! I Miss my potato chips! I miss salt! I miss
chocolate, cake, fudge and frosting!
My old friend was right..Getting old is not for the
feint heart! You have to be a strong old lady to be OLD!
I watch Mom with increasing wander! She is now
88..Pushing Ninety! She's lost lots of weight and is now
slender as she would have loved to have been in her 40s..If she only KNEW! She needed to cut out salt!
She needed to take her water pills! And I need to do
the same! She is so very tiny now.It's hard to look upon.
Yesterday, my brother told me her balance is getting
worse! WELL! YES! It would be...She hasn't had her toe
nails trimmed in 6 mo. I bet she could climb trees with
those Babies! I gotta push her to make an appointment and get it done! I don't think it will help her memory a
bit! It will make her back quit hurting so much. I don't know why we were born so stubborn! I know it couldn't be genetic! Maybe, she won't have to take so many pain pills
for her back, when she's seen the podiatrist! That will make her memory work better! Hummm? She could become my full time job! I can't think of any better duty!

Friday, August 20, 2010

A visit to Grandma's house! circa 1950!

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As a child every one else in my family
had a horse..There were horses at my
uncles...Horses my brothers
rode, and boarding horses that
just ran around
Grandma's meadow and made trouble!

Awwwww! The smell of the
meadow this time of
year. It is Aug. The alfalfa is ripe.
It is time to mow the hay and bale
it for the coming winter. The horses
stood around in the sun in belly
deep meadow grass! They stood
stoic in Deep green of the world
they lived in.

I can smell them. with a little
work I can hear them snort. In
my mind I can watch the colts
who's legs have grown long since those
very first wobbly steps. They are Leggy, and
full of childish mischief!

In memory I can walk barefoot along the
old road to Grandma's house.
I can smell the dust motes my bare
feet raise in the Aug.
sunshine. I can smell the mint
growing by Grandma's spring!

I can see the bucket sitting near by
for one of us to pick up, fill and pack
to Granny's kitchen.
She was always willing to accept
a clear clean cold drink of
water. If she didn't want to drink
of it, she could save
it for washing dishes,cooking
and baking! The
joy on her face when she welcomed
a child with a
bucket of water she
didn't have to carry herself
was sublime!

I loved the smells of Grandma's
kitchen! There was the old,
Smoky, "Majestic"wood stove
in the corner. There was
Grandpa's P.A. smoke lingering
in the air. If we were
lucky there were fresh biscuits
sitting on the sideboard.
They could be waiting in the little
ovens above the cook stove!

Grandma wasn't much of a cook,
but we all have our specialty!
We all thought Grandpa worked
in the logging camps to get
a decent meal in the winter
time!He would work the butter
churn with his strong "Lumberjack arms!"
while she mixed the ingredients and started
a fire. OH! How HOT that kitchen
became in late summer!

Cold clear Water from the
spring below the house
was poured into a tank on
the stove to be heated
while she cooked! When I
was a child there was no
electricity on our hill! Inventions
like a tank for heating
water on a stove were the labor
saving devices of Grandma's day!
There were warming ovens on
top of the stove to keep
the biscuits warm while they
waited for Grandpa's
patience to wear out as He sent
the paddle round and
round; so he might whip the
heavy cream into thick
yellow butter!

When I brought the bucket of
cold water, I would stand on my
tip toes so I could set it onto the
old checker table cloth Grandma
kept atop their table. My piggy tails
could barely be seen while
I looked on that table in search of
an errant cookie, left there by
Grandpa to chum small children
who brought in buckets full of
water for Her to make HOT
steaming mugs of coffee or tea.

Grandpa and Grandma poured
fresh whole milk into their
coffee to cool and for flavor.
Sometimes Grandma added
a spring of mint and a dip of
sugar to cold spring water for
tea. mostly they both drank HOT
coffee. If it was too Hot
They would pour it from their cup
onto their saucers and slurp
it from the saucer...

Mom said," never
to try this at home, It was Okay for Grandma
and Grandpa...It was
NOT okay for small girls!"

I know my nose wrinkled at the thought of
such bigotry! WHAT? A double standard in Idaho??
I knew better than to take the chance of getting a
small swat for trying it! Mom, never hit
very hard. There was always the danger th
offense would gether "worked up"
and she might tell
Dad. His swats were a lot more
painful. He could
jog a kids memory from the seat of their
pants!

It was fun to sit in the "parlor" window to
watch the colts cavort around the meadow.
They seemed to have boundless
energy; even in the heat of the sun!
When they got to hot they would roll on their
backs in the mud along the creek! I
was jealous...I wasn't allowed to play in the mud!

I remember walking through the kitchen
to go out and
watch my brothers try to catch the horses.
I caught sight of Grandma lifting the biscuit's
out of the over...I learned much from her..This
day she was teaching me language
and deportment! As I stepped through the
door; just in time to see! Her hand slipped
she stuck her thumb into the steamy hot biscuit..
.
This was one of the biscuits with the
slightly black top and bottom...I was just
in time to hear her yell...."DAMN IT!
Damn it...Damn it...Damn IT....I stuck
my thumb in every biscuit!"
By the time she sat them on
the table beside Grandpa......
she'd done just that!